Handwriting Analysis. Pretty strikingly accurate…
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Month: September 2006
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Yup… I’m 20. It doesn’t feel different of course but the number has too much significance to be ignored, even if nothing “happens” this year. I decided, therefore, to make things happen, so I am making some changes to myself, to my life. Kind of like new years resolutions, but I never liked those. This is kind of… new life resolutions. Since I’m no longer a teenager, I guess that makes me even more of an adult. Time to act accordingly. Included have been things such as:
- Conscious efforts to curb bad, deeply-ingrained subconsious habits. This is very difficult, but is extremely good training for your brain, as I’m told.
- Keeping completely on top of my work. This, for me, often includes being up an hour before my classes, finishing homework. Like this lovely Thursday morning. I always was a last minute person and I’m glad I finally figured out a good way to know I’m gonna get my shit done.
- Just generally being more responsible. I’ve made some mistakes in the past few months that I’m probably gonna be paying for right about now. I hope they serve to remind me.
- Be comfortable in my own skin, at all times, around all people. I used to be really good at this but I don’t know what happened in the past couple years.
- Find out what’s happened in the past couple years. Find out what was good, find out what was bad, find out what works and what doesn’t. This will help me to
- Figure myself out a little bit more. This has been interfering with the previous ones.
To do this last one I had to do something very hard… I am now single. I’m pretty sure I don’t like the decision right now but I won’t let myself cave in again. And I’m pretty sure I’m not going into all the reasons on here.
It’s been a weird 10 days. But I’m already making progress. Not until I am satisfied with my position, and am more stable, can I try to support another person in any way… It sounds a little selfish but it’s really not.
Other than all that, college is awesome so far this year. I’m having a lot of fun with old and new friends. My roomates are awesome too, and we hang out a lot. However I’m feeling the need to get the hell out of the dorms, partially because there are much nicer places to live, and partially because we keep getting busted. The story of “8-Ball” Hicksy will be saved for another entry.
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