Honey…that is a really sad entry. Obviously you are unhappy and you need to find out what makes you happy. My sister sent me this. Its kind of obtuse because it is a really complicated subject.

Priority of Values

You live your life following a prioritized set of values.
Whatever is perceived to be most missing or void in your life becomes most important or valuable in your life. The hierarchy of your values determines your destiny. Your series of your destinies determine your life’s journey. Your life
demonstrates your values, although your words may not. When you feel your values are being supported you feel “good”. When you feel your values are being challenged you feel “bad”. That which supports your values you call “good”. That which challenges your values you call “bad”. Your morals within and ethics without are determined by your values. Your values are not necessarily universally right for everyone. They are simply yours. And they change whenever you change your hierarchy of values (identity crises). They
are often evolved over time through experiences that change
them. To determine your first or highest value ask yourself what value does your life demonstrate most? What do you presently fill your personal space with the most and what do you presently spend the most time, energy, money, thought,
vision, internal and external conversation on, what do you react to and what are your goals?

John Demartini

Told you it was obtuse. Anyway…So are you seeing someone else and are a bad boyfriend to them because you are definatly not a bad boyfriend to me. In my mind, you are a amazing and I thank God everyday to have someone in my life as wonderful as you. You need to give yourself more credit but if you THINK you are a bad boyfriend then STOP IT and just be a good boyfriend, whatever that means in your mind. Whatever… I love you. Deal with it.