January 3, 2006
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So I got a letter from school today. It said I get no financial aid anymore because my GPA was abysmal. I'm not even eligible for work study, so there probably goes my job. My dad of course freaked out and is threatening not to send me back to school since he "can't afford it." I really want to prove myself, I need a second chance to do so, but I guess my dad is of the opinion that I don't really deserve one. I guess I'd have to agree if I were an outside observer. But being me, I need this chance. This is the beginning of a new Parker... and luckily I have people that DO believe in me and are willing to help me right now, so I have regained my composure... and for that, I am very thankful.
So I AM going back to school on Friday, one way or another, no matter what my dad finally decides. And I AM going to try my hardest again. I AM going to prove to myself that I'm better than all this, that I'm not a total fuck-up. God I was a lazyass.
...Until then, skiing! Maybe this will be a happy new year after all... it will definitely be definitive in either case...
Comments (5)
You're smart. You can do it.
I believe in you PJ! You have the brains and ability to use them to do well. All of us stumble along the way; it's just a matter of how well we pick ourselves up. I know once you put your mind to something you'll do it and well.
Whatever man, you're Parker Givan. What else needs to be said?
You'll do it.
And I read Rolling Stone a lot. Plus, I just got the book Music Lust. And M.I.A was a Christmas gift from the music God, Chris Kissell.
i believe in you...you are the kind of person who can accomplish anything you set your mind to.
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