September 6, 2005
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OK, now I remember why I didn't take a lot of classes before. A lot of classes that I NEED to pay attention in to be able to do well in, classes that aren't pretty much review, classes that are... almost HARD. It's because I SUCK at school. Did I forget high school? Or did I think I was better than that now. Well, I guess I'm not. Wait... I AM, dammit! I'm done falling behind. What the fuck. Be bored and lazy or work a little? OK... a lot maybe. In either case, what will I be happier about doing in 10 years? Or 10 minutes for that matter.
Yeh, it's easy to say and easy to think... but I just don't have that mentality. I wish I knew why not... Because I'm already way behind. Whatever. No more... I overloaded myself this semester for a reason didn't I?
Comments (3)
Honey, you suck at school because you don't give a shit so you don't try. You're one of the smartest people I know. You're also one of the laziest. Not a good combination. It's like you're doing this as a big FU to your dad. You could study and apply yourself if you wanted to but for some reason you choose not too. You need to figure out why you don't want to because you are really only affecting yourself and your future. Love you!
i agree with mike (that IS mike, right?). i did the same thing last year. i didn't care and did soooo badly, and kind of took 2nd semester off and got my mind back on track. maybe you should drop a class, or force yourself to get organized and caught up. but youre still one of the smartest kids i know, and i know you can do anything if you set your mind to it. i love you!
Focus focus focus, sir. Stop being an intellectual dribbler. Nuff said.
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