September 4, 2005

• I'll never forget entering my 20th year on the earth sobbing like I probably did 19 years ago today, in a few hours. I wonder if I was in as much pain as I am now...

  Why do I do that kind of thing? Why can't I just respect it? Why didn't I know it would happen that way? Why am I so fuckin stupid...

  I hate that I always have to learn things the hard way... Twice or three times. So stupid.

  Thank you for the gift...
  I'm sorry.

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